I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
I have so many feelings right now. I’m nervous to apply to grad school, I’m happy that it’s summer and I haven’t had any pressing dead lines for papers or exams, I’m sad because my aunt is in bad shape and probably isn’t going to be around much longer.